In my new hammock

I have decided to try something new, so here I am. I need a way to feel at peace, a way to let go, to live and breath in the easiest way that I know how... Through writing. On and off again throughout life I have lost and found myself. It has been one giant game of hide and seek. Sometimes I find myself real easily, just behind a door. The other times it is much harder, I am in the bottom of a whole that is dark and terrifying. I need the light, I need to be free. My needs have brought me here, to you.